When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell..
Cause I’m a piece of shit, it ain’t hard to fuckin’ tell..
It don’t make sense, goin’ to heaven wit the goodie-goodies, dressed in white..
I like black Tims and black hoodies…
God will probably have me on some real strict shit..
No sleepin’ all day, no gettin my dick licked…
Hangin’ with the goodie-goodies/loungin’ in paradise??
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice..
All my life I been considered as the worst.. Lyin’ to my mother, even stealin’ out her purse..
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion, I know my mother wished she got a fuckin’ abortion..
She don’t even love me like she did when I was younger..
Suckin’ on her chest just to stop my fuckin’ hunger.. I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes? Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies…
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit..
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit.. And squeeze, until the bed’s, completely red, I’m glad I’m dead, a worthless fuckin’ buddah head..
The stress is buildin’ up, I can’t…
I can’t believe suicide is on my fuckin’ mind…
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fucking calling me..
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie, in New Jack, Except when I cross over, there ain’t no comin’ back….
I’m sick of niggas lyin’, I’m sick of bitches hawkin’, matter of fact, I’m sick of talkin’……
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